i've spent the last three days obsessing about finding a new job. i've become a craig's list job stalker once again - checking the new job postings every several hours {okay, sometimes more...}.
i've become determined to find something better than where i'm at. considering i haven't made this little per hour since i was seventeen, the hours are something horrendous to my body, and the work is much too physically demanding for me. if i were in high school, i'd keep this job. and call it great, too.
but i'm not.
and i'd just really like to have a job that's less demanding on my body. i'd really like to never put another yogurt machine back together again. and really, i don't think i'd mind sitting at a desk.
so here's a little prayer to the universe:
please send me some leads. please. if i have to work at this job another month, i know i could... going day by day, but the thought makes me ill. and if i have to i think i might quit on the spot, which never looks good. so please. just a few leads into something that's more manageable.
and might pay the bills a little better.
please?